Hello everyone!
This question just expanded out a bit. So before I was wondering about the tiny adjustment I was feeling -- just a little movement of my hand, but a quick movement -- an adjustment. It started increasing in frequency and even intensity after I asked about it here -- and got encouragement from all of you!

Thanks for your help!
Now a new layer is unfolding, like an onion. I remember a long time ago my teacher, who showed me how to do energy healing, shared that when she was trying to send healing to a particular individual who was in a lot of 'head trouble' and going through a very negative, hateful spell -- she hit a brick wall. I know in many prayer and energy healing traditions people follow the rule that you can't send energy to a person without their permission; the tradition she and I follow, allows you to send to whomever you want, even without their conscious permission -- because you can seek their Higher Self's permission. Well, essentially, she received a "No" from this individual's Higher Self. She felt the energy push her back, and reject her, and she stopped sending the healing.
Her teacher (the Rabbi) then shared with her, "Don't waste your energy on that person. They don't want it and refuse it. Just move on, it's a waste of time with her."
So I have never felt that before -- the Stop Sign. What I felt the last few times I sent healing, was like I was being sucked
in.
I sit up straight, cross-legged, and just hold my hands in mid-air, as if the person is before me. So, what I felt, was that my whole body moved forward -- first my arms were drawn forward and up and out, then my whole upper torso and finally all of me was pulled forward. It was significant -- not a tiny movement -- and I didn't feel like I had muscular control over it at all. At first I was a little startled, but I just went with it and let my body get moved around. I have to admit I peaked my eyes open for a second to see if anyone was there, lol! But I didn't see anyone.
It's funny because I shared here earlier that I clear out each chakra, and then go in and infuse white light into each chakra, "but I don't feel what is happening," like if there is trouble in a chakra I've never sensed anything before -- I just go along step by step and do this with trust in the process, from 1-7. Well now that this has begun, it's like I can't move on, when I try to move on. If I am sending to the root chakra and try to move on to the sacral chakra -- my hands are held to the root chakra until 'it's gotten enough,' I guess, and then I am able to move on up.
Do you think when you are pulled around and are sucked in and so on, like is happening to me -- it's really like the person's Higher Self saying "Please!" And just sucking it in, the way it feels like? The opposite of my teacher's experience of that Brick Wall/Stop Sign occurrence? Another weird thing that has begun happening is losing track of the time -- yesterday when I checked 70 minutes had passed and I was fairly stunned; I had 'lost time.'
This is so totally new to me. I've been sending energy healing for 12 years, and other than feeling the energy in the palms of my hands, I never 'felt' the person I was sending to, before now, only the actual energy itself. So I just just wanted to see what you all thought, and if there is anything I should be mindful of/vigilant of, watch out for, etc.
Thank you and peace!! Michele
