ups and downs
Posted: Wed Mar 14, 2012 6:39 am
i used to be very active in 11:11 boards and Akashic Construct meditations.
i first noticed 11:11 back in 2004 and i felt a strong presence after what couldve been a very serious car accident. ever since i have had this as part of my daily life through my thoughts and choice of actions.
i am now 26 years old and have been on quite a ride of a life since that faithful day in my life where i knew there is something else influencing the course of my life. i have had some very high peaks which had left me in very low valleys, even now as i sit in my apartment sharing this i am probably in one of my lowest points but just coming off one of my best years in some areas in my life.
my question is to any and all that can share their experince and thoughts is ... what am i supposed to do? how are "we" supposed to lead our lives?
i have tried so many different ways to get to a level of inner peace with my surroundings which i believe is our ultimate accomplishment.
another thing i want to ask is about Love and Relationships.
i shared this crazy idea that i was somehow selected for a very important mission that i chose before i even made it to this planet with a girlfriend which i loved deeply... and for some reason i felt like that ultimatley lead to our break up and my spiral fall into the worst places i ever been and that my soul has experienced. i know crazy but ever since our break up i feel like my prompts have been tied to her as i see more of her prompts ( her birthday 11/6 1:16 or 11:06, the number i chose ofr our love 9 and her fav number 36, 9:36 ) than any other. ( this relationship ended 5 years ago!)
I KNOW I BABBLE LOL BUT ANY FEEDBACK I WOULD APPRECIATE GREATLY.
THIAGO28
i first noticed 11:11 back in 2004 and i felt a strong presence after what couldve been a very serious car accident. ever since i have had this as part of my daily life through my thoughts and choice of actions.
i am now 26 years old and have been on quite a ride of a life since that faithful day in my life where i knew there is something else influencing the course of my life. i have had some very high peaks which had left me in very low valleys, even now as i sit in my apartment sharing this i am probably in one of my lowest points but just coming off one of my best years in some areas in my life.
my question is to any and all that can share their experince and thoughts is ... what am i supposed to do? how are "we" supposed to lead our lives?
i have tried so many different ways to get to a level of inner peace with my surroundings which i believe is our ultimate accomplishment.
another thing i want to ask is about Love and Relationships.
i shared this crazy idea that i was somehow selected for a very important mission that i chose before i even made it to this planet with a girlfriend which i loved deeply... and for some reason i felt like that ultimatley lead to our break up and my spiral fall into the worst places i ever been and that my soul has experienced. i know crazy but ever since our break up i feel like my prompts have been tied to her as i see more of her prompts ( her birthday 11/6 1:16 or 11:06, the number i chose ofr our love 9 and her fav number 36, 9:36 ) than any other. ( this relationship ended 5 years ago!)
I KNOW I BABBLE LOL BUT ANY FEEDBACK I WOULD APPRECIATE GREATLY.
THIAGO28