Oh how I love you dear friends...
Your encouragement means the world to me right now. I do feel I will work my way out of it...having experienced the feeling of being "beached" before...But this time it has been harder for me as I am feeling the loss of close friends of ours. I am, I guess you would say, a nurturing personality... I want every one to be happy, healthy, safe, and protected and sometimes I try to do all that myself. LOL As you can imagine I fall flat on my face, forgetting that it is spirit that does the work. But my empathetic heart aches for people...and sometimes there is a silly human need to keep people close. When that doesn't happen and it seems people always move on, I feel a little lost. See... silly I know. So the best thing you both could do is tell me you will never leave me. LOL I'm kidding of course but wherever you go in life, know my love and my thoughts travel with you.
I have been reading the Urantia book for awhile too, Jose, and appreciate it almost as much as you do as it has changed my life...lifted that veil from before my eyes as you mentioned. Right now I am reading about Jesus's journey with Ganid and Gonid. I love listening to how Jesus interacts with those around him. It seemed no matter who it was, learned Philosophers or dock workers, he could communicate lovingly with each of them. I believe it all centered around his great love for all people, his understanding of their ways and why they behave the way they do. He was so encouraging and accepting. A great light for us to follow as we try to emulate his efforts in the time we have on this mortal sphere.
Oh Jose, I must thank you for mentioning the Ancient of Days. I decided to look them up in the early pages of the huge Urantia Book. My heart swelled as I read the pages and imagined these immense Universe rulers. And to think that some day we too will be progressed enough to see them...Imagine just 23 of them in the entire Grand Universe and they are listed as the first created beings on Paradise. Paper 18 Supreme Trinity Personalities page 209
http://www.urantia.org/urantia-book-sta ... sonalities
We are so blessed to live in these times and I will try to remember your words here...
Do not get discouraged, my dear friend, better days are just ahead, as we get better spiritual reinforcement. The Lord is our strength. We will not be afraid... not with the knowledge we have and so much help around us... Help is available all around us, as never before, to make spiritual pressure in this world... and yet, all depend of us!
And dear Jack
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... That rare hug was priceless and just what the doctor ordered.
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Along with a better diet.
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which George and I are contemplating. (We are becoming ever more convinced that a raw diet...eating living fruits and vegetables seeds and grains can help him defeat diabetes once and for all.) He is feeling better daily and that seems to ease my mind a bit. But it is hard for me to let go of my worry for him and give him to God... we had such a close call and I love him so much... I remind myself that truly God's plan for him is far better than anything I could ever dream up so it is time to let go and allow God's will...well, trust God's will is working always for good for him and for all of us.
I must say I find strength daily in all of you and as my spirit soars I feel the impute, the faith, the direction from the One who knows the way.
I thank you both for reaching out to me in love today. It has made a tremendous difference. Perhaps I can even fly again.
God bless you both...my brothers! (((((((((JOSE))))))))) and (((((((((Jack))))))))
Sandy