Hi All,
I'm not trying to hijack this thread, and I realize some may read this, others won't, but I have some things to say.
I've been reading back and forth through this thread, and others, and until now I have been quiet. I have asked a few questions, but to be honest the answers I recieved, and what I'm seeing are mostly confusing. I understand that not all of us are on the same level of developement, but I know I am having wonderful experiences with my guides and teachers, and don't understand why others are not. I know that if I ask a direct question I usually get a direct answer, only not as any other might expect. But what I get Does work for me and I comprehend the messages. I treasure that line of communication. I don't know if I have fused with my TA, but have been told repeatedly if it happens I will know. I know I AM in constant communication with Him. I see him, I hear him, and no man can ever tell me otherwise. It would be like me saying to a man who is staring at his hand there is no hand. My guides have taken me on some completely unexplainable adventures, and before Beings great and small, for instance while visiting the surface of other plantets. And I don't know why. Because I have not once Ever asked to be taken Anywhere. They come to Me asking "Are you ready to go?" And depending on my answer, "Yes, or No" we are either off, or they politely go away to return at a later time. And, if I could adequately explain to any of you how any of that happens I surely would. One night I was taken up and hovered over the continental United States. I could pick out large metropolitan areas by the lights. It appeared to please my guide greatly when I did. Well, I thought that was the coolest thing that could Ever happen, until my guide asked "Would you like to see more?" I nodded and was speeded away at rate faster than I could think to what appeared as a wall of flames. And believe me, as I was getting closer I was no-no-No!-NO!-ing. My guide, who appeared now only as a pair of eyes suspended in space, told me not to be alarmed, let it happen. I went through the flames and from there it was on and on. And that is when I became aware that I too was merely a pair of eyes, suddenly aware of everything in the vast Universe. I was close enough to touch an asteroid, but had no hand to do so, keeping pace with it without the feeling of even moving. I saw things I can't begin to explain. Creatures, alive and living in space. And when I chose to return, my guide asking if I wanted to see more I merely said "no" and was home.
I don't make it a secret that over the past thirty years I have I learned to pay close attention to my dreams. It was while dreaming I was told if I would hold on only an instant longer without falling asleep I could learn to go into a state of deep meditation. After years of practice I have learned to meditate effectively. And by effectively I mean to say with total concentration. Enough so that I have been able to come face to face with a brilliant looking fellow who seems almost ecstatic to find me standing directly in front of him. Once after exchanging pleasantries I thought to ask "Who are you?" His reply was "I am who sees all that you see, hears all that you hear, and knows all that you know. I am You." It was during, and because of that meeting I was told I had recieved a "divine favor." In that I would be allowed, if that was My desire, to remember all things back to the beginning. That also is when I was told I was to recieve a new name, a "Universe name." And that "From this day forward your name shall be known in Heaven as John. A child has just been born in your name, it's a girl. Her name shall be called Grace." I was allowed to watch her being born. That is when I was cheeky enough to ask "Are you telling me God changed my name?" And the next thing I heard was a Booming voice in my head saying "THE FATHER JOHN, IT'S THE FATHER'S WILL!" I thought my head exploded.
It was shortly after that I first learned about "Missions", although I don't feel there is anything "divine" about missions. For me it was as simple as being asked, "You will do my bidding?" And I replied simply, "Yes." Every communication since has been pretty much through dream language, meditation, and, if I am having a total brain cramp day, His voice saying things like STOP! or NO!, or ARE YOU INSANE?
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Trust me, I totally deserved it. But the one thing I know I can always count on is His voice always being there in one form or another. I feel him in so many ways.
My first mission was being told "There's something I need you to do." I asked, "Why me?" "Because John, you're the only one who can." That set me on a five year odyssey that took me on many wonderful, and some not so wonderful adventures, but I do have the satisfaction of knowing I did what was asked of me.
My second mission came two years later. I was asked to go to Virginia to study and become involved in all manner of alternative healing. To learn all I could about metaphysical subjects. Again, because there is something I am to do that only I can. A few months after arriving there I was visiting friends in Virginia Beach. Some people came to the house while I was there and brought with them a beautiful, but unusual child. I was in another room when this child walked right to me saying "You're John!" I replied, "I am." Without further introduction she began climbing my frame. I sat down and she climbed onto my lap and slept there in my arms for an hour.
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Her mother came into the room and seeing her daughter curled up in my arms sat down across from me. Her first words were, "You must be John." Adding, "You would have to be. She doesn't speak to anyone she doesn't already know, let alone curl up in their lap. She knew she would be meeting you very soon. You've been on her mind almost constantly. She said she would already know you from her dreams. She says you meet and talk with her there a lot. Her name is Grace."
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And thats where I swallowed my gum. I became close with Grace's family over the next couple of years, until I broke my neck. Had to relocate half way across the country as a result. Shortly before leaving Virginia I was meditating and told "Do not lose touch with these, they are your future." Meaning Grace and her family. But I'm pretty sure breaking my neck was not part of the plan, because I sure did catch a lot of flack from my ether friends for not being more careful. And especially over having reconstructive surgery. They would yell LOUDLY, NO JOHN! DON'T LET THEM! But the pain finally got to be more than I could stand, so with the help of trusted friends we all made our selection and I underwent surgery. That was three years ago, and only yesterday I got the call that my case has finally been settled. So, very soon I will be returning to Virginia. There is a lot I still do not undertand about the language of dreams, but I am learning, and out of respect for my TA I do try to follow all guidance that comes my way. I feel it puts me very near to the Father.
Just last night I lucid dreamed of being in a barracks with four or other men, which I told myself (
these are my four lower centers). The younger men, all, including, myself were dressed in white trousers and tees, which I added (
they are becoming spiritually attuned), although acting as I probably did my first years of college. Like they were there waiting for the party to begin, becoming a bit unruly. I kept seeing sour lemmons, said to myself (
"Time to turn lemons into lemonade.") That is when I announced
time to take control, informing them that although I don't completely understand what will be the outcome of it all,
there is much work to be done, and that what we will be doing is
embarking on a new life mission. I turned to see large demolition equipment, asking one of the young men if he understood that we will be working with that equipment. He nodded, saying
you'll be using your gained experience.
This dream, and another, and a direct communication from my teacher has told me I Will be used in Haiti when the time is right.
I apologize for the length of this post, but if it helps anyone here better understand then that is a good thing.
Love All,
john
Love All...
~"See the Light, and you will know. Know the Light, and you will be."~ An etherVoice.