alysmom wrote:Well I have to say that this is a little embarrassing to ask but, is it possible to have a sexual experiance while in the a.c.?
Dear Rachel,
Do not be embarassed.
Your sexuality is Divine. Embrace it.
When we start meditate, the flow of sexual energy in our body
is increased. It flows more freely and we become aware of it.
This is all natural. I was not prepared for this myself,
so it was very confusing in the beginning. What I have learned
and are
still learning, is to contain this energy within my body,
not let it out, "close the door", not act on, or think of, it, as we normally do,
but... transcend it, use it to reach a higher awareness...
I will promise you that the "reward", the fruit, is very powerful,
very Divine, and it will take you to a state of peace and bliss,
that is unimaginable for someone who have not experienced this
first hand.
So... instead of acting on it, which you are free to do of course,
there is nothing wrong in that, my advice is that you contain it within your
Self and use it as a fuel on your meditation journey.
Mening, do think of it as a sexual, pleasurable energy, giving joy, (do not
dry out) but use it to power yourself on your journey. You are
a "Goddess", a daughter of God.
Also, gather more knowledge of your Divine nature and focus on your
"meditation journey". I highly recommend you to do some search on the
net. There is so much more to meditation than we discuss on this board...
Use keywords as "sexual energy"; "shakti kundalini"; "cosmic awareness";
"chakra"... and whatever...comes up in your mind. Remember there is a
a lot of nonsense on the net as well...
Go for what feels right, Rachel. I have no referenses to the UB.
There are many Paths to the Summit.
And, I share it with You, Rachel, because it helps me to free
myself and to realize my Divine nature, the eternal and infinite God that
dwells inside me.
Blessings,
Maria