Autumn blessings
Posted: Sun Sep 22, 2013 6:07 pm
My loves, my doves, my beautiful ones!
I just wanted to say hello and that I am still alive, ever continuing my journey. I want to let you all know that you are still appreciated, missed, and loved; always held dear and special within my heart. The last year of my life has been an intense and exhausting one, with many challenges and lessons to be learned. I have found that even after time and distance, I am always beckoned back here at times in my life where I am undergoing major trials or changes in life, and seeing heavy transitions and expressions spiritually. To make a long story short, I am currently leaving my grocery store night shift job of the last two years and about to look into school and "start fresh", as well as recently getting over and recovering from the ups and downs and damage and hurt of romance and attachment. Although it's been "commonplace" for years now, the prompts seem to pour in at these times and the signs and symbols that relate to whatever I'm going through seem to "point the way". I was checking up on my old e-mail account that I have neglected for awhile, and ended up reading over various 11:11 Progress List messages that seemed to really help me and inspire me and feel absolutely relevant and well-timed.
I love you very much, I wish you all sweetest wishes and blessings as always, and may we embrace the season of "fall" for those in the northern hemisphere where I would say it symbolizes for me right now the death and detachment of the old and unnecessary, to make way for the eventual birth and creation of new and beautiful once again!
Today, I would like to share with you a song and a comedy snippet that I have enjoyed and been inspired by recently.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7vevnsWxZPQ
The Mowgli's - "Carry Your Will"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iMUiwTubYu0
"The World is like a ride in an amusement park, and when you choose to go on it you think it's real, because that's how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down and round and round, and it has thrills and chills and is very brightly colored, and it's very loud. And it's fun, for a while.
Some people have been on the ride for a long time, and they've begun to question, 'Is this real, or is this just a ride?', and other people have remembered, and they've come back to us and they say 'Hey, don't worry. Don't be afraid, ever, because this is just a ride.' and we KILL THOSE PEOPLE.
"Shut him up! We have alot invested in this ride! SHUT HIM UP! Look at my furrows of worry. Look at my big bank account, and my family. This just has to be real."
It's just a ride.
But we always kill those good guys who try and tell us that. You ever noticed that? And let the demons run amok. But it doesn't matter, because ... It's just a ride.
And we can change it anytime we want. It's only a choice. No effort, no work, no job, no savings of money. A choice, right now, between fear and love. The eyes of fear wants you to put bigger locks on your door, buy guns, close yourself off. The eyes of love, instead see all of us as one.
Here's what we can do to change the world right now, to a better ride:
Take all that money we spent on weapons and defense each year and instead spend it feeding, clothing, and educating the poor of the world, which it would many times over, not one human being excluded, and WE CAN EXPLORE SPACE, TOGETHER, BOTH INNER AND OUTER, forever ... in peace.
-- Bill Hicks (1961 - 1994)"
Love
Lucky
I just wanted to say hello and that I am still alive, ever continuing my journey. I want to let you all know that you are still appreciated, missed, and loved; always held dear and special within my heart. The last year of my life has been an intense and exhausting one, with many challenges and lessons to be learned. I have found that even after time and distance, I am always beckoned back here at times in my life where I am undergoing major trials or changes in life, and seeing heavy transitions and expressions spiritually. To make a long story short, I am currently leaving my grocery store night shift job of the last two years and about to look into school and "start fresh", as well as recently getting over and recovering from the ups and downs and damage and hurt of romance and attachment. Although it's been "commonplace" for years now, the prompts seem to pour in at these times and the signs and symbols that relate to whatever I'm going through seem to "point the way". I was checking up on my old e-mail account that I have neglected for awhile, and ended up reading over various 11:11 Progress List messages that seemed to really help me and inspire me and feel absolutely relevant and well-timed.
I love you very much, I wish you all sweetest wishes and blessings as always, and may we embrace the season of "fall" for those in the northern hemisphere where I would say it symbolizes for me right now the death and detachment of the old and unnecessary, to make way for the eventual birth and creation of new and beautiful once again!
Today, I would like to share with you a song and a comedy snippet that I have enjoyed and been inspired by recently.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7vevnsWxZPQ
The Mowgli's - "Carry Your Will"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iMUiwTubYu0
"The World is like a ride in an amusement park, and when you choose to go on it you think it's real, because that's how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down and round and round, and it has thrills and chills and is very brightly colored, and it's very loud. And it's fun, for a while.
Some people have been on the ride for a long time, and they've begun to question, 'Is this real, or is this just a ride?', and other people have remembered, and they've come back to us and they say 'Hey, don't worry. Don't be afraid, ever, because this is just a ride.' and we KILL THOSE PEOPLE.
"Shut him up! We have alot invested in this ride! SHUT HIM UP! Look at my furrows of worry. Look at my big bank account, and my family. This just has to be real."
It's just a ride.
But we always kill those good guys who try and tell us that. You ever noticed that? And let the demons run amok. But it doesn't matter, because ... It's just a ride.
And we can change it anytime we want. It's only a choice. No effort, no work, no job, no savings of money. A choice, right now, between fear and love. The eyes of fear wants you to put bigger locks on your door, buy guns, close yourself off. The eyes of love, instead see all of us as one.
Here's what we can do to change the world right now, to a better ride:
Take all that money we spent on weapons and defense each year and instead spend it feeding, clothing, and educating the poor of the world, which it would many times over, not one human being excluded, and WE CAN EXPLORE SPACE, TOGETHER, BOTH INNER AND OUTER, forever ... in peace.
-- Bill Hicks (1961 - 1994)"
Love
Lucky
where I'm living is sometimes a taxing thing- it takes a bit to get there and then to sit in the LA traffic if you have to. 
I've had to definitely recall my composure many a time 
...Anyway! Besides the countless going back and forth, there were reasons for it~ I started my own business; I taught beginner's violin at a girls' probation camp (prison) for two months; and wrote my novel a bit (not completed yet), ending up in a workshop for it for at least one section. That's the short form.