In the Garden
Posted: Sun May 17, 2009 9:03 am
Hi Everyone,
Today I sat out in the garden in stillness, just enjoying the sun on my back. Closed my eyes and a brilliant red filled my entire being, it then turned to a wonderful deep orange. I remember asking for all negativity I'd picked up around me or needed to release from my own memories, to leave me. A lovely gold colour poured through my whole system....I could see someone in front of me in the spiritual vision, with a very kind expression, pale complexion, very ethereal looking. Felt them close with so much Love and compassion for me. Have been feeling a little fragile lately and need Strength and Love like never before. Coming to terms with life's mistakes and lessons is not easy. Those who are already free from this are very fortunate. I have a lot to be thankful for and will do my best to keep up the meditation or stillness because it works.
Going within can feel strange and fear will come to block our efforts. We can read, hear and be told that fear isn't real....lol ....and it's not.
Yet it still creeps in... 
We mustn't feel bad for we are human. I'm going to persist until I don't feel it anymore. Total trust and Faith 
Love lilly xox
Today I sat out in the garden in stillness, just enjoying the sun on my back. Closed my eyes and a brilliant red filled my entire being, it then turned to a wonderful deep orange. I remember asking for all negativity I'd picked up around me or needed to release from my own memories, to leave me. A lovely gold colour poured through my whole system....I could see someone in front of me in the spiritual vision, with a very kind expression, pale complexion, very ethereal looking. Felt them close with so much Love and compassion for me. Have been feeling a little fragile lately and need Strength and Love like never before. Coming to terms with life's mistakes and lessons is not easy. Those who are already free from this are very fortunate. I have a lot to be thankful for and will do my best to keep up the meditation or stillness because it works.
Going within can feel strange and fear will come to block our efforts. We can read, hear and be told that fear isn't real....lol ....and it's not.
Yet it still creeps in... We mustn't feel bad for we are human. I'm going to persist until I don't feel it anymore. Total trust and Faith Love lilly xox
