Experience in my 'nature place'
Posted: Mon May 07, 2007 9:35 am
Hi Guys!
Just thought I'd share an experience I had while doing track 2 in my nature scene. I wrote a while ago about my frustration at my lack of progress and not being sure of whether to keep doing track 2 or move onto 3. Well anyway, I had not done any mediation for over a week, I just felt a kind of block and knew I'd just fall asleep if I tried, but knew I'd go back to it soon. Anyway, it felt right to try again yesterday, but my instinct was to start slowly, so to concentrate on track 2, to practice getting back to alpha. Because of my 'break' I was probably less expectant, and not 'trying' to feel or see anything, and for the first time something occured that I know I was not actively imagining (if you know what I mean).
Well anyway, as I said I had just entered my pleasant nature scene , and underneath the big oak tree which I sit under there was a small black child (about 3 years old) lying face down, she had on a white dress and a red hat ( a sort of gathered 'dolly' hat). She didn't look in a good way, and my instinct was to hurry over and to sweep her up in my arms. My next instinct was maybe she needs milk, and a bottle appeared beside me and I gave her some to drink. I then felt what she needed was some love, kinda like it was too late for food. So all I could do was hug her and hug her. I felt such love for her and wanted to comfort her like she was my own. Then a shining male figure appeared beside me and said 'it's okay we'll take her now, all she needed was to experience some human kindness', and then I looked down at the girl in my arms and she opened her eyes, and they were brilliant bright blue, and she gave me a huge smile. Then He took her away. I'm not sure if this meant she had died, it felt like she had.
It felt so real, not something I could have made up. It was funny because I remember George saying motivation is important, and before I'd gone into my nature scene I had affirmed that I would love to heal. I just wasn't expecting anyone to be there in my nature scene, seeing as I'd had no luck in my library seeing celestials. I guess like you've all said, when you least expect it..........
Nicola xxx
Just thought I'd share an experience I had while doing track 2 in my nature scene. I wrote a while ago about my frustration at my lack of progress and not being sure of whether to keep doing track 2 or move onto 3. Well anyway, I had not done any mediation for over a week, I just felt a kind of block and knew I'd just fall asleep if I tried, but knew I'd go back to it soon. Anyway, it felt right to try again yesterday, but my instinct was to start slowly, so to concentrate on track 2, to practice getting back to alpha. Because of my 'break' I was probably less expectant, and not 'trying' to feel or see anything, and for the first time something occured that I know I was not actively imagining (if you know what I mean).
Well anyway, as I said I had just entered my pleasant nature scene , and underneath the big oak tree which I sit under there was a small black child (about 3 years old) lying face down, she had on a white dress and a red hat ( a sort of gathered 'dolly' hat). She didn't look in a good way, and my instinct was to hurry over and to sweep her up in my arms. My next instinct was maybe she needs milk, and a bottle appeared beside me and I gave her some to drink. I then felt what she needed was some love, kinda like it was too late for food. So all I could do was hug her and hug her. I felt such love for her and wanted to comfort her like she was my own. Then a shining male figure appeared beside me and said 'it's okay we'll take her now, all she needed was to experience some human kindness', and then I looked down at the girl in my arms and she opened her eyes, and they were brilliant bright blue, and she gave me a huge smile. Then He took her away. I'm not sure if this meant she had died, it felt like she had.
It felt so real, not something I could have made up. It was funny because I remember George saying motivation is important, and before I'd gone into my nature scene I had affirmed that I would love to heal. I just wasn't expecting anyone to be there in my nature scene, seeing as I'd had no luck in my library seeing celestials. I guess like you've all said, when you least expect it..........
Nicola xxx
