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INTENSE 4:44 am today.

Posted: Thu Jun 04, 2009 8:23 pm
by Flanheart
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I just joined this site. Before this morning I had only heard about 4:44 and didn't dig much deeper than realizing that "oh yeah" I have woken at 4:44 a few times in the past and didn't explore much deeper than that.

My experience emerging from sleep this morning left me immediately searching for some information any information on the internet.

So, this morning I wake up and lay there and I feel a deep sense of peace and gratitude for my life. My mind wanders to my family who I am not close to. Our relationships are all practically dissolved because of a troubled past we all shared. I think about how I've accepted that we don't share peace amongst each other and that we don't even connect because trying seemed so disruptive.."acceptance." Mind wanders to how different my life is with my own daughter and the family life we share..again..feeling gratitude. The repeating feeling was peace and gratitude and my mind then wandered to all my connections, everyone I ever connected with and people who I forgot about. I thought about those whom I had a negative impact on and who had a positive impact on me. This continued almost a pulsing from my heart and mind. I kept thinking, "I want to be more giving. I want more abundance to flow through me so I can give more." Gratitude, peace..all these images and people pulsing through my stream of thought and feelings. THEN..I snapped out of it and picked up my cell phone [b]4:44 am.[/b] "Joy" I thought. It did feel joyful but there was an underlying somberness about it. I got up thinking the experience was over but thoughts continued flowing through me. Make amends..and give thanks...gratitude...acceptance...

Still in remnants of sleep, I went to the kitchen in the dark and was compelled to tidy up the mess left over from last night. I felt like I needed to clean it up before my girl woke up so she could see how much I respect and appreciated her newfound responsibilty for our shared home by doing my part as she did the night before...respect..appreciation..they kept coming. I was about to turn on the lights.

Then, I was taken to the window of our 2nd floor kitchen and something told me to "look." The urge was strong to watch the scene below. Two shadowy figures around a car. I saw a mother and daughter. There was something so familiar about the pair. The woman in her work uniform and distinct arm badge and the little girl, wide awake and bouncy as ever. The mother: The way she moved was very familiar, her manners seemed very focused and attentive to something. The little girl bounced and skipped happily around the car, just waiting.. going through the routine.. I keeped watching the mother. Her movements..her issue..very familiar. The mother's car wouldn't start. They had called the husband or brother or uncle down to help and trade cars. I could not take my eyes off them. What was it?

The mother popped the trunk and said something to the little girl who bounced over to the open trunk and pulled out a thick wooden stick and a STOP sign with a handle on it. Props of my own childhood!! I could tell the little girl liked the stop sign. I did too! I liked to hold it up and say "Stop!" I felt an incredible rush of emotion. I was observing my mother and myself as if I was looking into a fragile window into the past. I was paralyzed and continued to watch the pair go through the motions of dealing with the broken car. The mother moving around the car, oblivious to the daughter, in a way. She was dealing with the situation talking to the man who had come down from the neighboring home to help her. I felt for this woman. I thought of how my mother, who I was watching, was doing what she had to do to keep a roof over our heads and to survive and I had so much emotion. Tears were streaming down my face. The little girl was just there. Someone who was obviously cared for but she seemed disregarded in a way. I related to her waiting and waiting...to be told what to do..

Then the feelings eased up and I let go of the scene.

What is the meaning of this?

I've tried to look at this from every archetypal and literal perspective. Any advice as to how to apply the message of 444. Thank you.

Posted: Fri Jun 05, 2009 12:59 am
by Petra Wilson
Hello Flan, the meaning of your experience can be explained within yourself. And the 4's mean, to me, 4 Guardians right there with you now!

It's up to you to discern the meaning really. How do you feel inside your heart?

Petra xx

Posted: Fri Jun 05, 2009 2:25 am
by peacockplume
Dear Flan,,,

that was an intense early morning that's for sure,,,,and welcome to the mb...
Any advice as to how to apply the message of 444.[/unquote]

I think you were getting the message loud and clear,,,,

being grateful,,,,thankful,,,,and respectful....

living your life from your heart....

you already have it figured out...
Make amends..and give thanks...gratitude...acceptance...
bless your heart...

pp

Posted: Fri Jun 05, 2009 10:01 am
by LOUISE
Hi Flan,

I quote from Doreen Virtue's ANGEL NUMBERS 101 book, regarding the number 444 ........

"There are Angels - they're everywhere around you! You are completely loved, supported and guided by many Heavenly beings, and you have nothing to fear"

44 .......... "The Angels are giving you extra comfort, love and support right now. Ask them for help with everything and listen to their guidance through your intuition"

And finally 144 ....... The Angels are urging you to keep your thoughts positive, as your optimism attracts the highest good. Ask the Angels for help with releasing fears, and it is done"

Hope the above bring you some comfort and answers.

Kind regards

Lou

Posted: Fri Jun 05, 2009 1:11 pm
by mightyonlove
Funny, I had a 444 early morning experience this morning.

I woke up and thought I could hear my son Rowen who is 1yrs crying, it was not him. This oftern happens with time promps. I wake up hearing him cry or scream, but its not him. What a fab way of waking me up, the mothers instincs kicking in!

Anyhow, as I quickly listened and decerned it was not him I turned over, and as I did I physically saw the clock tick over from 443-444.
I thought, oh yes, thanks Angels, you guys, I love you to, thanks for being here. I connected in with the love that was being sent to me and that was all around me at present.
Then I started hearing them talk to me, saying wonderful loving things, as I oftern do, but as usual my resistance kicked in with fear, doubts etc, and also lots of other mindless chit chat I hear. Its similar to interference in a radio wave, where by I hear them clearly, but another frequency comes in also which can be fear based, or transpersonal talk, nothing much to do with me or what I am thinking or doing etc.
Anyway, sometimes this gets me down and pisses me off, so at 444 this morning I decided i would send heaps of Unconditional Love to this chat and quieten down the voices until I could hear just me and and peace. Then I went into a vision and was in a classroom, and I could feel strong presences in the room which I knew were the Angels. All I wanted to do was lie on one of the tables and just be in their presence and hopefully receive a healing (i am very tired inside). I lied down, and was still projecting this Unconditional Love to myself, and then one of them said, Yes, now with this love start to direct it out and give it to the rest of the world, which I did. By the end, I had earth and all her inhabitants in my arms in full love.
I think there was somemore talk while I was in bed, I was becoming more awake then, as I do, then one of them said, rest my love, you have an early start tomorrow. (Had to work). Anyway, eventually I frittered back to sleep.

This happenes quite a lot actually come to think about, midnight-early morning prompts with little chats. I am much more stiller at these times, that little argumentative ego dozing.

Anyhow, love and light to you all....
:loves Reema

Posted: Fri Jun 05, 2009 1:12 pm
by mightyonlove
:hithere P.S A Big Welcome Flanheart to the site.

Much love and peace to you :loves

Posted: Fri Jun 05, 2009 4:33 pm
by peacockplume
That's awesome Reema,

You are having connections with the Midwayers,,,(I think),,,

plus the Angels of course....

when you wake up like that,,,,you're still in a low brain wave state,,,
not asleep,,,but not awake,,,and are still connected with the other realms,

so you see,,,even though you needed healing,,,and rest,,,they showed you how,,,,once you received to turn and send it out to a much needed world....unconditional love out to everyone,,,,and it comes back to us...

what a wonderful vision....I just loved reading it...

blessings
pp

All of you are amazing. 4:44 again, just now!! ha ha

Posted: Fri Jun 05, 2009 5:08 pm
by Flanheart
:D It's like I can feel them playing with me and laughing as I enjoy my own amazement at their precision. I was just dialing the phone and kept mis-dialing and hit 4 instead of 7.. I did this [u]three times[/u] in a row in frustration and then realized it was 444 again and felt the beings giggling at me or maybe laughing! I laughed too. Has anyone had angels play with them?

I cannot thank each of you enough. Petra and Peacock and Louise and Mighty for understanding and for being on this board. I have felt so much love since this happened I am so humbled by the power of the angel connections.

You're all so right. Having time to sit with their message has made me realize that I did feel for a long time that I was off track and sometimes other people reintroduce themselves and try to make you feel like you were wrong but now understand that I am on the right path sending out love and giving more of my love to others both spiritually and interpersonally. I feel so loved and respected by these beings who know me so intimately. My mother seems so out of reach but not through them. I am asking them to surround her in healing love and to help her know that I have good intentions when I speak to her about ways to improve her relationships by trying out CBT counseling. Even if she doesn't ever outwardly express that she understands my intentions, I know the angels are helping her too.

This opens a new chapter in my life. I'm so amazed. What an experience. I look forward to more and more and more angel stories. They all have a common thread of distinction. It's so amazing.

Posted: Fri Jun 05, 2009 6:25 pm
by nasra1996
Yes Flanhreart, they will play with you sometimes.... :D

sometimes you are left scratching your head.... :D


Love Sarah

Posted: Sat Jun 06, 2009 10:54 am
by Sandy
Dear Flanheart,
I was spellbound as I read your words. They truly touched my heart.

I had a similar experience this past week. I lay in bed one night unable to drift off to sleep and I started thanking God for so many people I have encountered in my life...some of them in an obscure way yet I suddenly felt so much love and gratitude at their presence in my life. I felt empowered and blessed beyond measure. This little thing called love is most amazing isn't it?... Seems what we give out comes back to us tenfold.
Welcome to the board!

Dear Reema,
Bless you for sharing this beautiful vision... I too have found myself a bit disgruntled with my own inabilities at times to quiet the chit chat. Unconditional love... that's the ticket every time I think...Thank you for that lovely reminder.

Love ,
Sandy