Now although i believe in things that one cannot see with the eyes, i always hold a certain amount of logic. I just cant logically explain this one.
I have been trying to give up smoking now for about two years. I am 25. Lately Ive been really debating trying champix again as this worked for me before i want to give it a good go.
Now first occurance was on saturday. I was on my way to appointment where i spotted a shop and at the last minute decided to pull in to buy tobacco and nothing else. While in the cue the thought popped into my head 'buy a scratch card instead and ill reward you with some money' so i did. i didnt buy tobacco and I won £15 on this card. (ive only ever won this much once and i buy these things weekly).
so today, 4 days later i was having a smoke thinking again about quitting. The thought again popped into my head of know where 'go to the garage and buy a number 3 and 6 scratch card' i looked over at the clock and i saw 1:11 (digital) so i was not going to ignore that. so i ran down the shop got a number 3 and 6 and a 5 (why not lol) I didnt even look at what type they were just asked the guy for them numbers. got home and blow me down won £50 this time!
Im not saying they are helping me get money but I have been thinking 'quit smoking quit smoking' for awhile and i was not sure if this was a 'planted thought' or my own. I also have this feeling ill be one of the unlucky ones who die young because of it. I get the feeling something is saying to me 'listen to me i am real and look ill prove it' so they are giving me concrete evidence. 100% these thoughts to buy these scratch cards were completely random.
Is this normal angel behaviour? would they go about things like this? any advice would be great
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