I found this website in a search to find some answers to my chance happenings in life. Maybe somebody could shed some more light on my situation. I have condensed as much as possible to keep from a lengthy post.
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I am a 28 year old guy, a student in college for web design and development. A year ago at this time, I began seeing 11:11 all over the place. My watch, the stove, the digital clock. I would even wake up in the middle of the night at 3:30 on the dot and be in total sweat. A little background...my fiance of 6 years left me around 3 years ago and I didn't take it too well-emotionally. We agreed that we weren't meant for each other but we still loved and would remain friends. So, we've kept in contact randomly over the years. On the flipside of the coin, a year ago I made a drastic change to my life and dropped out of my college program that I was really interested in, but was burnt out from stress and problems with my family, my personal finances, and my job just was creating even more stress to top it all. I had been having dreams all the time where all I saw was 11:11 and my doorbell would ring and nobody during random times of the day and nobody there.-Freaky...
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Long story short, I went from a nutritional dietetics program to web design which I enjoy. I also thoroughly enjoy nutrition and natural therapies, hence why I was in the program but lost interest after a few bad teacher experiences about the real world duties one would experience--just didn't fill out for me. So, I paid my debts off, sold my place, moved home and started a new track on life. Funny thing is, I see 11:11 all the time. I'll look up and just notice it's 11:11. I've had certain people call me and when they do its 11:11 (my ex gf especially). When I sleep, I have dreams about my life and where I should be, kinda like an angel showing me around my future self almost like they are talking to me. I recently had what is referred to as a "Tower" dream which after research is a way of spirit guides talking to me where I saw 11 in the tower as I went up and such. I never thought I'd believe in ghosts and angels, but after buying a book on the 11:11 phenomenon I am a firm believer. I have been in a stuck situation because I have some health problems and trying to figure out what I'm suppose to do with my life. Seems the more stressed I get, the stronger the 11:11 occurrences occur. I've also been getting strange spiritual emails that have 11:11 in them.
Thing is, not to brag but I am a smart guy. I am analytical, good at math and whatever I put my mind to, but seems that I can't wrap my head around this. I've asked for spiritual guidance and an answer to my life "stuck" situation and seems I'm getting an answer to something but like a treasure map I can't decipher. Is there anybody who could provide some sort of advice? I've read a few posts on here and they seem similar but each person's situation is different. Oh, by the way, I've noticed while at my parents house, seems our power goes out in parts of the house (and we don't have any electrical problems--we had it checked) for no reason at all.
After researching some on the Internet about this topic, it seems that somebody is trying to tell me something or point me in some sort of direction. It's hard to meditate in my current situation because I'm so busy, and I've tried to invoke dreams to talk and see what they want possibly. Seems all it is are future dreams and women that I may possibly end up with but their faces are blurred out and their palms have "11" on them...?
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Any help would be greatly appreciated from those who wish to help..thanks!
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