Hi everyone
I'd like to throw myself into the mix again, i'm having such a hard day.
I've been out of work for four months now and i'm feeling real despair.
I worked so hard at my last permanent job to be made redundant, i'm still crying over it and i can't seem to find anything else

I've been looking every day, for months.. i've had five or six interviews but probably didn't present very well as i was so nervous.. of course as time goes on i become more desperate for work and therefore more nervous.
I get some money from the government on account of my bipolar (disability pension) but it is not enough to pay anything more than my rent, so my mum has been supporting me a lot.. but she can't keep doing it, it's killing her financially and its hurting me to think that my mum can't have nice things because of me. My pride has taken such a blow here.
I'm really feeling the pressure to find something, i am so depressed at the moment.
Please help
Love you guys
Star